Hello there!
Haven't written in a while, have we?
We usually feel like writing at ungodly hours like 1:22 AM.
It's our little problem.
By we I mean me and my inner-in-black-peeptoes-and thick-mascara-audrey-hepburn-looking-inner-goddess.
So the problem for the nightis,
I don't do what I love.
I've been doing Data Sufficiency all day . I could throw up. I WANT A VACATION.NOW
This generation, we all have a problem.We all constantly need a vacation.
WHY?
Because the daily rut's not a vacation.
So what's a vacation?
Its not just traveling to fancy places and drinking expensive wine and adventure and shopping and getting spa rituals, NO! Its just loving life, each moment of it, unwinding but being occupied, not sleeping, being wide awake, breathing, feeling the breath.
I think a vacation is loving what you do and doing what you love.
Doing that thing that gives you instant gratification from all the burden of life.
That thing for some people is travel, paint, sing, write, fly like a butterfly, aaah, what rose-tinted-visuals.
& no sir, you don't need a vacation if you do what you love all your life.
I am looking for that one thing, that I can do, that I love, where I won't want a vacation, where I will earn lots of money and yet live each moment like I'm gliding through (Read:Greedy Pleasures).
All of that.
But alas! Here I am. Studying when I should be sleeping. Writing when I should be snoring. Having lunch at high tea. Its a mess. Recommendation Letters. Statement of Purpose. Stupid MCOM, Bad professors. GMAT in 25 days. Its so tiring, mundane, hectic, Its all so blah. I miss everythingggg. The life, the bests, the boys, the late nights. I've been grounded. By myself. Its necessary.
But you know what gets me through?
That I'm on my way,
To my Vacation :')
Ps. I have repeatedly warned you that things that are written at this hour should never be used as a reference to judge me , *runs away*
Haven't written in a while, have we?
We usually feel like writing at ungodly hours like 1:22 AM.
It's our little problem.
By we I mean me and my inner-in-black-peeptoes-and thick-mascara-audrey-hepburn-looking-inner-goddess.
So the problem for the nightis,
I don't do what I love.
I've been doing Data Sufficiency all day . I could throw up. I WANT A VACATION.NOW
This generation, we all have a problem.We all constantly need a vacation.
WHY?
Because the daily rut's not a vacation.
So what's a vacation?
Its not just traveling to fancy places and drinking expensive wine and adventure and shopping and getting spa rituals, NO! Its just loving life, each moment of it, unwinding but being occupied, not sleeping, being wide awake, breathing, feeling the breath.
I think a vacation is loving what you do and doing what you love.
Doing that thing that gives you instant gratification from all the burden of life.
That thing for some people is travel, paint, sing, write, fly like a butterfly, aaah, what rose-tinted-visuals.
& no sir, you don't need a vacation if you do what you love all your life.
I am looking for that one thing, that I can do, that I love, where I won't want a vacation, where I will earn lots of money and yet live each moment like I'm gliding through (Read:Greedy Pleasures).
All of that.
But alas! Here I am. Studying when I should be sleeping. Writing when I should be snoring. Having lunch at high tea. Its a mess. Recommendation Letters. Statement of Purpose. Stupid MCOM, Bad professors. GMAT in 25 days. Its so tiring, mundane, hectic, Its all so blah. I miss everythingggg. The life, the bests, the boys, the late nights. I've been grounded. By myself. Its necessary.
But you know what gets me through?
That I'm on my way,
To my Vacation :')
Ps. I have repeatedly warned you that things that are written at this hour should never be used as a reference to judge me , *runs away*
